Dear Judith,
It’s been 4 months since our last correspondence. I heard today from your daughter that you have departed us. We met during a writing class. You were coming and going with your green juice. You were losing your hair but you didn’t bother to hide it and for that I thought of how brave you are. I hid my hairless head the entire summer under my summer hat. You proudly displayed it. You were on your chemo, it sounded like. You looked like you were in discomfort sometimes. I did not speak to you much. I did not speak with people at all during the class. I wanted my polished words to represent me. But you remained vocal. You gave all of us your comments on our pieces. You had a very magnetic voice and I will always remember that. I remember hearing that you were close to finishing your chemo. I didn’t know that your disease had progressed so quickly. I wrote a memoir piece and the next day after the moderator distributed it to the rest of the class I got an email from you:
Oh, Pamela,
I am completely overwhelmed with your beautiful memoir piece. It is beautifully written. It is powerful. It is so deeply honest and heartfelt. It elevates my consciousness and brings me into your world…physically, emotionally, visually, in every way. What more can I say? It is a truly wonderful piece of writing and a very important and moving story. Thank you.
I send you love and blessings. You’ve got a hard path and you are handling it with grace, by doing the best you can. Don’t judge yourself. You are a stunning human being and I’m glad to know you.
Judith, I was in awe and continues to be in awe of your presence. God came to retrieve another one of his angels. I look forward to the day when I can sit and share more stories with you again. I miss you dearly. Godspeed.
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